Jie, I'm wana study

I miss you so much and I also miss mummy alotz. ALthough its only like 2 weeks since I last saw her... but I already missing her. I wonder how I'm gona survive not seeing her for months to come. Maybe this is just the beginning and maybe it'll fade away soon. Maybe soon, I'll not even miss her or think about her. I don't know. Maybe I'lll miss her more and more. I don't know. Whatever shall be shall be and I'll decide when it happens. I really want to go and be with mummy but I'm so unpeaceful about it. So I've decided to stay on cos I think I wana study again. I wana study hard for now. I'm alittle angry with daddy cos he keep wanting to scold me when I also don't know why he wana scold me. He made me very sad and he make me miss u and mum even more. Sobz sobz sobz. Anyway... I'm a big girl now, I'll try not to cry so much. I'm not a cry baby liao. =) I'll try... I promise I will. :D